Sad is only one letter away from Mad.

I don't think angry Gill actually exists. When events happen and I should be super angry, I'm sad instead. Trevor and I made plans for this morning to hang out for a little bit before he actually left for good... But.... he never showed up. He never called me to tell me he wasn't coming. I'm so hurt right now because I feel like he didn't even care enough to call. My roommates all say I should be mad but I'm sad. Why can't I express any anger?! I don't want to make a big deal about all of this. I just wanted to say I am feeling sad. Oh well. Time to get ready for work...